Miss, love, hate

Thursday was when we met
Saturday is where it ends.

You've gone four days
Ninety six hours away

Come back, bubba
Where have you gone?

The bed  feels cold
I toss and roll and roll

Looking eyeing, from time to time
Please come back and say Hi

My mind thinks of you
My heart does it too

So where have you
Bubba, hurry up, I need you

Silly hearts

Every word you say pulls me closer to you
Every word you speak lifts my face
Like a million helium balloons
Perfection, in my definition of the word
Enough to make me think you are someone
I need in my life

Getting a word seemed slim
When I saw how gorgeous you were
Girls go around promoting lies
But I finally found a woman
With a body and a soul

I fall more in love
With every paragraph you write
With every song that you sing
I want to give you my all
In every moment, my heart and my soul
The rest of the world can't have me but you
Silly hearts calm down
Calm down every pound

This isn't where we end, this is where we begin
Share your pains and sorrows
I will save you out of the love from my heart
I won't let a day go without you, you are my catch
Been asleep and woke up to you
Won't travel any distance for anyone but you

Just when I thought love didn't exist
You have opened my eyes
You can cuss me out and hate me
Turn around and you'll still see me
I'm real, so don't doubt me

leave old, go new

you come running when you are in need
leave when you find someone new . . .

out with the old, in with the new










how easy is it for you to make me feel alone in a crowded space











you tell me this and tell me that
are you not aware, i want your mouth shut












blatantly announce to the world what you've done the day before
the day before yesterday the day that was before before yesterday
didn't think it makes sense.











i roll my eyes away as you speak
i don't know whether to be nice or be mean









you leave me with no choice

















because you will easily forget me....

To the Best Friend I left behind

I may not be the Best in the Friend
But I'm by your side, not a Fiend
You're close to kissing the cherry on the mountain top
Here, I, just about to begin, so I take a step but stopped
Before time steals us away
I'll let my mind linger
To the place my heart belongs
Where you showed me greater things and beyond
You opened a doorway
Even if I shiver
You soothe me with songs
And swam with me in the pond
He knew what was in store
So he kept me out of bore
You taught me the function of a stringed instrument
Not just that but in your home, you let me vent
Together we meld our voices
Together we sing praises
We are so different yet so similar
Brought together by fate, but fate brought us apart
But Fate tells me one thing
"Keep her dear, and keep rejoicing"
Late night talks and sharing secrets
Voice therapy and jamming
Giggling about little things
Cooking, singing, biking
We did everything together
You stick to me more than a sister
Inseparable we were
Things end, however

Fate led me into an alienated land
Where all I could recognize was sand
So home sick and so heart sick
That my friend was a stick
I reminisce precious moments
All those lovely events
I cry my heart out
Just want to be on a mountain and shout
But time flies and sways
The emptiness decays
Communication wasn't as its best ideals
Willingness just falls
But then I say Hi, and you say Hello
You told me how you missed me so
"You are still my Best Friend"
As you are still my Best Friend
Best Friends we will be
Always and Forever



Even if we are parted apart, a thousand miles away, in my heart you will remain. You will remain an inspiration and one of my heroes in life. My spiritual life began when I met you because you made me feel secure, that I belong. True Friendship like ours exist We may not be updating each other with all the stories but when I see you once more, I will fill you in with EVERYTHING that you have missed and so are you. We will have those endless nights of sleepover until Salabat becomes our Best Friend Forever to keep us singing and losing our voices. :) I'm clouded by sadness at times because I long to be with you and everyone else, knowing that it isn't my utter fault I can't go there, to my mother country. My own mother country. My home. You all are my home. And who doesn't want to be home every once in a while? However, God has put on big challenges that are about to happen. Moving out of the island, living in a big country, where I know no one. No family but just me. It's exciting and scary but God knows where I am needed.

Jana, I miss you more than you can ever ponder. Words are truly not functional anymore if I were to explain how much I miss you, all of you. You're wonderful in so many ways you don't know. Even if we didn't talk, you showed me something beautiful. The beauty of Friendship. You taught me that despite me being here, and you being there. I love you and I hope to see you sooner than later. That is all!

The forgotten friend

How have you been
my dear friend.
i've been looking all over the earth for you
did you read my text?
i invited you to a party.
i left you a message
but you didn't answer
i started to wonder
and worry
why i haven't you responded?
i thought to myself
is she all right?
maybe her battery is dead
what if she's feeling bad?
maybe i should call her.
i'm starting to worry even more
the next day then i asked you
where have you been?
and it's so ironic when said
that you are
a forgotten friend.

scruff edges from the past

scraped when you came
fixed was i
the best texture
no signs of shatters

kept you safe
in my treasure box
amongst the gold
the silver, the bronze
and the pearls

yet one robbery
steals all of you
and all of me

seven-hundred
and thirty days
no one spoke

left in the dark
misty air
gone, gone, gone

vanished dreams

you wake up one morning deciding on a path

you don't know where it goes

there is no sign that shows

"this is the right way"

"this is the right place"

you take one step and take a breath

inhaling every debris

feeling what you see

every dreams were made

out in the open glade

the night is young to let one torment

destroy your moment

of this blissful event

keep riding your dreams

it shall bloom, it seems

it all made sense at one point

never knowing what happens to the next joint

expect the unexpected they say

i believe so, till today

yet it happened in such a dismay

to face a fight without preparation

to face a fight without ammunition

to face a fight without determination

is like getting into the battlefield

permitting oneself become the human shield

once a man full of dreams

with the bright sun beams

transformed to the hopeless

stuck in his own carelessness

and just think of himself even less

no one to blame

but the man himself

he shows but full of shame

the man with no name

can think of nothing but his vanished dreams

Lonely Road... Lonely Place

Lonely road
Lonely place
Lonely life
Why do I?
Why do I?
heart torn
in millions of pieces
because of this lonesome feeling
i feel,

it hurts
it burns
it breaks
it cries
it shakes

your voice
piercing
my very own ears
close it.
shut it.
i'm going crazy
deep inside
i need therapy
not your apathy

Chance. Chance
second chance
is there a way
to mend broken hearts
no matter how bad it is?
is there a way
to feel happy?
is there?
Tell me!
is there???
so helpless
so hopeless

thoughts
filled with
painful moments
hurtful moments
sorrowful moments
take them out

i cry
i break
i scream
i shout
i kneel
i walk
i sing
nothing works nothing

take it out

i beg you
i see darkness
i see no sun
the light is uninviting
the darkness is much alluring
so dark
so bleak
so dim
so empty
i'm blind
hold my hand
please, please
don't let go
everyone releases their grip
or not even hold it at all
so please
hold me
don't let me go

for this lonely road
i tread
no one dares
to walk with me
don't give up on me
because i'm on the verge
on the verge
of giving up...

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

Christmas is coming all too soon
Wrap your presents and give it to your love
Place it under your Christmas Tree
Wait until tomorrow.....

When Christmas comes, it's time for Joys and Cheers
"Merry Christmas" is what we say
Forget your worries, enjoy the moment
Share your laughter, to everyone

Merry Christmas Darling to you
Be with families, keep the memories
Merry Christmas Darling to you
Be with your dear friends, hope it never ends
Merry Christmas Darling to you
Pray to God above, praise Him with your love
Merry Christmas Darling..
To You

I hope this time of joyous laughter
Would stay as it is while we're together
Celebrate, it's not too late
This shouldn't end, it should never end

Embrace His love from above
He will carry you
Because He Loves you!!
Merry Christmas Darling To You :)

heart.

Your pain is mine.

Your misery is mine.

Your sadness is mine.

Your happiness is mine.

Your love is mine.

Clock ticks.

time flies.

moments pass.

memories last.

heartwarming.

blessing.

comforting.

everlasting.

love...

future holds.

me and you.