Day 31

"a bit about your social life outside of blogger"

I'm a senior in high school. I love going to church. I always attend Wednesday night small groups and we're learning about the book of John. I'm the musician every Friday night vespers. On Saturdays I play as well and sing for the Worship Service. I really enjoy it a lot! I like to sing and play the guitar. I'm a songwriter as well. I like to wake up in the morning and watch the sun rise and set. I feel more connected with God. I love God with all my heart because He is the Prince of Peace. Without Him we are nothing but ashes and dust. We are made because He loves us so. We are saved that cost Him to send His beloved Son. I am talkative. I could be annoying sometimes because when I'm hyper, I can't stop being hyper! Some people might think I'm intimidating but I'm not. I'm very nice. People run to me as well for advises in life but those people are the ones closest to me. I don't want to spill everything about me so that's a bit of my social life outside blogger. :)

Day 30

"5 favorite girl's names, 5 favorite boy's names"


Girls:
1. Hadazzah
2. Alexandria
3. Cassandra
4. Annaliese
5. Melody

Boys:
1. Isaiah
2. Jonathan
3. David
4. Moses
5. John

Day 29

"a date you’d love for someone to take you on"

Exotic date. Like, bring me to an unpopulated island and set up tables and candles, fancy dinner so I still get to wear something super fancy, then have some mariachi playing in the background and enjoy the night! Then lay down on the sand and watch the stars and count the shooting stars we can find. :)

Day 28

"something you makes you really angry"

"Why are you so obsessed?

Money can't buy us happiness."

Day 27

"a person you wished lived closer and why"

Mommy Megan

Who wouldn't want her to live closer?? She MY MOMMY!!! :D I really had the best time of my life when she was geographically close to me. She was always there for me any time of day and I loved her company so much that's why I want her near me again! She kept me positive all the time and her presence just makes me jubilant. :)

The best joy ride is if you have someone driving with you.

Day 26

"5 things you're looking forward to"


1. GRADUATION DAY!
2. Mom's Green Card :OOO
3. Acceptance letter from Southwestern Adventist University
4. Talking to my Great Daddy :)
and last but not the least...
5. The Promise Land, Jerusalem, the Holy City ^_^

Day 25

"Last movie watched"

The Hobbit: Unexpected Journey didn't quite amused me but upon watching the sequel, Desolation of Smaug, I was so engaged to the Hobbit that I re-watched Unexpected Journey and actually paid attention. I really love the story and Bilbo makes the best Hobbit! :)

Day 24

"your favorite 10 people right now and why"

1. Tita Girlie - for being my role model in my spiritual life. for being not just my teacher but my best friend, sister, mommy, counselor, therapist, doctor, and my angel. for giving me hope to carry on. for showing me light when the path is so dark. :)

2. Ms. Mocca - for being my lovable mom. for believing in me and my capabilities and never doubting how successful I will be in life. for understanding me in my utmost despair. for not giving up on me when I push everyone else away.

3. Matthew - for being a true best friend who you can truly depend on. for being always there no matter what weather I go through.

4. Kenya&Leif - for being an inspiration for my education to pursue to go to Southwestern Adventist School and for bringing more passion in my musical life. for being such a cute couple! for bring inspiration to my singing career and for showing hope in my career.

5. Jana - for being my first ever best friend and for making me realize that the true meaning of best friend to stick together through thick and thin. for introducing me to how Jesus is alive in our hearts and our life. for being that soul sister I'll never ever forget. 

6. Allanah - for knocking on my door even if you were not wanted. for being persistent and tolerating me. for bringing happiness in my life. i tend to forget to be young and be happy at times but her existence is my reminder of being happy. 

7. Yunic - for being a sister in Christ. for introducing me to composing music. without this girl, i don't know if I would ever discover my hidden talent in writing songs. for being a Dorcas that inspires to have passion in serving others.

8. Joy - for being my other sister in Christ. for reflecting a strong faithful relationship with God no matter what storm, tsunamis, hurricane, passes by.

9. Danny - for advising me. for never getting tired of my rants and understanding me. for making me cry also to realize certain things in life.

10. Patrick - for being the best penpal I've ever had. for being proud of your culture because it is a relief to know that there are people who proudly represent their country.

Day 23

"a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why"

November 2010

I turned 16 on this month of 2010. At first, my whole morning wasn't too exciting. It was just like any other day, no specialty of the day. My best friends did not greet me and I expected them to do so but they didn't so I was downhearted. The day went on and I was going to Bonzai with Ms. Mocca. And then, she told me we had to drop by Joy to "pick up" something. I came up and it was dark. THEN! To my surprise, everyone was there! They've prepared food for me, celebrate with me in my birthday! :D I felt super love! And that is all thanks to Joy Lacorte!! ^_^

Day 22

"how you judge intelligence"

Intelligence. Intelligence is the basic structure of a person's capacity in success towards life. Every one possess intelligence however, it is based on the person whether they use it to better this world or use it to make things worst. Intelligence is the basis of a person's personality as well so if you don't have one then don't expect to be a successful person in the future.

Day 21

"what does your favorite t-shirt look like"

I got this shirt from Japan and I bought it for a dollar in a thrift shop. :) I really like it because the cloth is so nice and it matches all of my knee-length skirts, shorts, and pants. :D It's really comfortable when I wear it.

Day 20

"what you think makes someone beautiful"

Personality. It will always be the personality. People seek for the sympathy of other people. For their genuineness. For their fire in them. For their dedication in life. For their perseverance. Those kind of people who has a positive trait are admirable and truly beautiful. 

Day 19

"your thoughts on your family"

There's not a lot of thoughts that I have with my family that are happy but mostly are not good ones so I don't wanna share it! Laugh and the world will laugh with you, cry and you will cry alone. 

Day 18

"why you made your blog, why you still have it"

I had this blog ever since August of 2013 but I didn't really do much from it besides put up about three posts which were poems. At first, I guess I got it so that I can share my writings but now I still have it because first of all, internet doesn't automatically delete accounts when it isn't being used secondly, I ran out of ideas of escape and I found this and decided this will be my new outlet when I'm in an emotional state. This can help me to look back to myself though since anything I write her changes over time which means there will be a story escalating from this moment on until for who knows how long I'll have this.

Day 17

"your idol and why you look up to them"

Jesus

He is my only idol ever. I look up to Him because this man has gone through so many things that we can't even imagine and yet he was so forgiving, so merciful, and loving. I want to be just like Him. I want to be like Jesus.

Day 16

"someone you trust"

This lady has done so much for me. More than she knows. She change my perspective in life in many ways but especially, she brought me closer to Christ hence why I trust her with all my heart and am not afraid of telling her everything. I love you Tital Girlie! :)

Day 15

"a song that makes you cry and why"

"Alabaster Box"

The room grew still
As she made her way to Jesus
She stumbles through the tears that made her blind
She felt such pain
Some spoke in anger
Heard folks whisper
There's no place here for her kind
Still on she came
Through the shame that flushed her face
Until at last, she knelt before his feet
And though she spoke no words
Everything she said was heard
As she poured her love for the Master
From her box of alabaster

[Refrain]

And I've come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary's alabaster box
Don't be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And I dry them with my hair
You weren't there the night He found me
You did not feel what I felt
When he wrapped his love all around me and
You don't know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box

I can't forget the way life used to be
I was a prisoner to the sin that had me bound
And I spent my days 
Poured my life without measure
Into a little treasure box
I'd thought I'd found
Until the day when Jesus came to me
And healed my soul
With the wonder of His touch
So now I'm giving back to Him
All the praise He's worthy of
I've been forgiven 
And that's why
I love Him so much

[Refrain]

And I've come to pour
My praise on Him
Like oil from Mary's alabaster box
Don't be angry if I wash his feet with my tears
And dry them with my hair (my hair)
You weren't there the night Jesus found me
You did not feel what I felt 
When He wrapped his loving arms around me and
You don't know the cost of the oil
Oh, you don't know the cost of my praise
You don't know the cost of the oil
In my alabaster box

This song is a very touching story about the prostitute Mary Magdalene offering her praise to Jesus. On her way to Jesus, people were murmuring and whispering saying that she doesn't belong in the house of the Lord because she was such a dirty woman. A very sinful woman and she is not accepted before the feet of Jesus Christ. But she proceeded to what she came for and put oil on Jesus' feet. She wanted to repay Jesus for His kindness and just praise His name and uplift Him and serve Him. This song really touches my heart because there are many of us who are like Mary and I am one of those Mary's. She felt disgusted about herself and she probably didn't think that Jesus would ever accept her because of her wrongdoings. But Jesus accepted her just as the way she is and that changed her life. Jesus accepts anyone in this world. No matter how bad of a drinker or smoker you are, how addicted you are in drugs, Jesus will welcome you with His arms wide open.

Day 14

"write about something you believe in, anything at all"

I believe in God. He has made me whole and made my life complete. He created me and words can't express how grateful I am to have this life that He has granted me. I know that He is watching out for me even if I seem not to believe it at times but His presence is always there. He never left me even if I tried pushing Him away instead, He comes closer to me and holds my hand even tighter so that I can never really let go of Him. I love God. He is my life. He is my world. He is my awesome Dad!!! :D

Day 13

"your favorite quote"

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and Lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight. - Proverbs 3:5,6

For though a righteous man fall seven times, he rises again. - Proverbs 24:16

Day 12

"the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given"

Have Faith at all costs! :)