Year 2k14

            When the day of the 31st arrives, my tendency is to look back to what the past year has done to my life. I have been thankful for many things every year. But this year, why is that I can't find a single thing to be thankful for? Well, besides the obvious, surviving another year. Past years have been the happiest. 2k13. Was my major downfall. Still is my downfall and I'm afraid that I am dragging it with me to 2k14. I do still pray that there would be a solution to this catastrophic dilemma that haunts every night and day. Dad, I know you can hear me right now, Please I'm begging you, Show me Your way.

Let me thirst for You...